Well... I m blogging after long... not because I dint want to... but then impulse was not strong enough to put me into blogging mode. Wanted to vent out a lot... a lot has happened since my last post... but then no time for all this. College is about to end... and so much of nostalgia... taking its toll over me.
Confusions still survive... and I am returning back to a better person as I wanted to be. Its just that there is some doubt somewhere.
I remember six months back... when life had stopped... lost its meaning... and I used to wonder if You exist My secret lord... You came... in a human form... Yourself.... and perhaps gave me the best time of those 2 turmoil months. I had forgotten what laughing is like... and You re-emphasised the fact that I can laugh... You were all the way there... on my birthday... on Friendship's day... both when I really dint want to enjoy...You were very much there... On Diwali... making me special....
And see.... stupid me... dint even realise its YOu... with me... giving me strength... it was a miracle... Your one call could wake me up from the deepest of my sleep... from the depest of my pains... my soul got liberated itself... in Your presence... and You were there... in this relationship... but I never realised its You... and today... I wonder... what is the future of this relationship.... Am i in love... and does it hold any significance now... I wonder....
I leave it in Your hands Lord....
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I really don't know... should I really give a second thought to my soft feelings... Or should I ignore them thinking as kiddish....
Lets see.... But then if what i am feeling is true... then these lines would really hold true....
"We'll meet at the right time, the right place, the right moment...
And then the eternity would arrive....
Till then... We both will nurture ourselves.... To become the perfect we..."
I wonder if this is true... for the relationship I am thinking!!!!
Love Ya
Eagle!! ( Wants to fly...)
