It is said that we metamorphise wid time... dat everything dat happens in our life, every moment and every activity has a relation, it has a significance, it has a meaning.

Wat I m writing today, wat I m feeling today is all related to moments in past and has a significance in future.
Thoughts are rushing in my mind and I really dont know how to organise them and type them at this moment. I ve started blog writing all of a sudden again. Most of the things I do or rather somewher my bosom earnestly wants to do happen in a second, without a second thought... impulse at times gives a vent to my long hidden thoughts or dreams.

I sometimes fail to understand myself and the reason for being wat I m. I m searching for a purpose of my life... The purpose of what I am and why I am... My short term and long term goals seem to be faded in the agony of past. Turbulence and deception has left me awestuck!!!!

But yes... i have a purpose... to vent away my long hidden feelings... so dat I can understand myself better... So that I can feel lighter... and find light in my own heart. o my Lord... all my writings are directly or indirectly addressed to you as usual.... So I request Your earnest grace uopn me!!!

Love Ya

Eagle!!